Thursday, August 16, 2012

If I could go back

The past is a funny place but if I was able to rewrite it I would to an extent... If I could go back I would be open and honest and tell you how much you mean't to me rather than being shut off and hoping you understood what I mean't, when really I know now you thought you never made me happy.

If I could go back I would not forget about my world and your world and would make our world work together and becoming intwined then forgetting about my world and souly focusing on yours and making you feel inmasculine and as if I had no dreams and ambitions.

What else would I change.....

If I could go back I would have believed the advice you gave me and had more faith in what you told me from the start and trust that when you gave me your word you mean't it and that when you said you fall hard when falling in love you mean't it....

If I could go back I'd believe the confidence you saw in me that you truly believed I was the amazing, beautiful being that I am and now I believe that too.... Just at the time I wasn't sure I was capable as you are so sure of yourself and your way and I just wasn't as sure as you about myself. Again thank you for believing I now believe too.

I hope its not to late to make these changes in our future together because even though I can't change the past I can manipulate how I see our future so if you love me give me one more shot to show you we can do this together hand in hand we just needed this time to create a little more understanding for one another....

head space....

Our minds can be angels or devils, I suppose it depends what we decide to fuel really.. Mine lately was alot of muddled, clouded, fogged and so unclear. Now it seems fresher with every so oftern that anxious unable to breath feeling and its all because of me and you.....

I love you, such a simple phrase but when you really love someone but are unable to tell them your true and utter most feelings because your so scared that maybe they don't or you shouldn't feel that way it becomes so comiplacted. Yet in the same breath we shouldn't hold back from what we know is true and what we know is real because tomorrow it could all be taken away... So why do we sit back and watch the world spin and hold back on possible true happines..... Are we scared of the hurt it might create if we go diving into the unknown cloudy, muiddled, unclear space?...

Our minds create all these stories yet the truth lies infront of us.

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