If I could go back

The past is a funny place but if I was able to rewrite it I would to an extent... If I could go back I would be open and honest and tell you how much you mean't to me rather than being shut off and hoping you understood what I mean't, when really I know now you thought you never made me happy.

If I could go back I would not forget about my world and your world and would make our world work together and becoming intwined then forgetting about my world and souly focusing on yours and making you feel inmasculine and as if I had no dreams and ambitions.

What else would I change.....

If I could go back I would have believed the advice you gave me and had more faith in what you told me from the start and trust that when you gave me your word you mean't it and that when you said you fall hard when falling in love you mean't it....

If I could go back I'd believe the confidence you saw in me that you truly believed I was the amazing, beautiful being that I am and now I believe that too.... Just at the time I wasn't sure I was capable as you are so sure of yourself and your way and I just wasn't as sure as you about myself. Again thank you for believing I now believe too.

I hope its not to late to make these changes in our future together because even though I can't change the past I can manipulate how I see our future so if you love me give me one more shot to show you we can do this together hand in hand we just needed this time to create a little more understanding for one another....