Torn between a world of excitement and anxiousness. All my energy, emotions, moods are focused on you. I feel left and as though it wouldn't matter who was standing by you to pick up the pieces as long as someone reassured, reaffirmed and acted excited you'd be happy.
Our dreams, goals and life together is non existent anymore and focus is on purely yourself and your life experience. I just want the next few weeks to hurry up so I know where I stand because my energy levels are growing weaker and I don't know how long I can hold you up on that pedestal that I make you sit on so high.
I want you to reach and aspire these goals but I don't want to bring you down or be forgotten and I want my goals to still be met even when your life is chaos....
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