the perfect couple..

Dear Blossom,

I am writing to you because I have all these thoughts in my head and though maybe you could help? I have been single now for 8 months and recently attended a birthday party where my ex was. We are still such good friends and at this party his friend introduced me to his girl friend as this is "E" she was dating "N" they were the most perfect couple.... What am I suppose to say to that, perfect couple what is a perfect couple and was what we had perfect. - This played through out my mind the rest of the evening and even so much so made me realise how much I am not over my ex as another girl begun to hit on him.

He hasn't had any partners since the break up and I have. He knows about them and has been cruisy as ever towards me and other people. I don't know if this is a good or bad thing has he moved on?

We broke up for various reason money, fighting, no sprak anymore it was to easy. No sex life really and now I understand physcial attraction is everything - but is it something we could work on if we were to get back together. He has not much drive to achieve anything in his career and general goals so this was exhausting as I have a whole lot of get up and go.. But since that comment "you were the perfect couple" i can't seem to steer away from it.

Thanks Blossom... Katie

walking away

You got excatly what you wanted from me, which was excatly how I didn't want it to end

I'd do anything to have you in my arms again

It's 5:30 and I continually imagine you are going to walk back through the front door and everything would

Theres something about you that makes you so perfect

For some reason through my eyes you are everything a girl could want you are perfect... You treat me the right way you say the right things you'd do anything to make me happy but yet I am so scared to let you be mine. Where as any other girl would jump at the opportunity to say they were yours...

People use to say we were like two peas in a pod and would ask me why I had that glow on my face that I just couldn't get rid of and that glow was because of you. We were inseparable and when you weren't around I'd be texting you because 10 minutes would go by and all I would want was to be back in your arms again.

When we would fight it would kill me and all I would want to do was kiss and cuddle you to make it all better and for it to just go away. You would surprise me with tiny little things and it might of been something I said in passing like "that shirt would look hot on you" and the next week you would be getting dressed and pull it out of the cupboard. It's as though you would do anything to please me even if your friends said you were whipped or wrapped around my little finger you would still do it. Anything to please me

It's as though I didn't think you were good enough and now it's clear you were nothing but perfect and understood me in ways no one ever could or would even bother to care. You put in effort, in ways that may seem as though they were unnoticed but no one else has ever put in the effort that you did and still do.

I know you underestimate yourself and think that your the furthermost person from perfection but anyone would be lucky to have you or be apart of your life. The way you made me feel is indescribable and I don't know why I let you go  but I need to accept that and I hope one day you believe how perfect you really are.