Tuesday, January 4, 2011

I love you .. I love you not ..


Long distance relationships can they work? How long do you both agree between visits? How long until you have to make the decision that it's not long distance anymore..... I am faced with these questions now when life was seeming so perfect.

A gorgeous guy walked right into my life when I least expected it.. He is perfection, everything you could ask for. He's the guy you dream of having and then he is lying next to you in your bedroom. I've known him for a few years now and recently started talking a lot more and getting to know one another. So far so good and then he comes for a visit (he lives 10 hours away). We go on a date and I honestly can't explain perfection without thinking of him. He's gorgeous to look at, has ambition and determination, great fun and understands my sense of humor. The best kisses the best cuddles what more could I ask for. I've never felt so comfortable around someone until this moment....

He stays for a week and we catch up 3 times and talk every day! We haven't stopped talking since the moment we started texting and reconnecting. The feeling of butterflies and weak knees all of a sudden comes rushing back.and then you catch one another staring into each others eyes and then that smile that says I think I'm head over heels for you.

Now I am off  to visit him in 10 days and this is where the problems and questions begin. What are we? What can we be? And am I just going to want you far to often and get hurt because your not 15 minutes down the road your a 10 hour car drive or a 2 hour plane trip.

I have just taken on the dream job your world seems as though its piecing it's self together and in walks someone who could be the rest of your life....... Someone who all of a sudden means more than anything

2 comments:

  1. Long distance relationship is hard but not impossible. I know by experience it gives a lot and takes a lot.
    But in any case, Love is always worth trying!

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  2. Thanks Marie, shall keep you updated on how I go..

    Blossom xx

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