Are you my romeo?

Are you my romeo?... I am sure we ask each other the same question over and over again or is it just me? Don't you find yourself wondering if this is the guy your going to be with for the rest of your life... Is this the guy for me. I thought so and then somehow I managed to stuff it up or were we just not meant to be..

It was perfect at the beginning you made me feel so special every touch made me get butterflies and goose bumps. Every text my smile would just light up.... Was it just the honey moon period though or can that last forever???

I thought this is it... your the one.... The one I want to move in with and marry and grow old together.. My family loved and adored you (they still do) no other guy since you can match how you made me feel... No one knows me they way you do..Why I cry at silly things or why i laugh at my own stupid jokes or my little habits - no one understand but you did. Why did it end, why did we fight so much why after 3 years couldn't it work anymore... Maybe if we just worked a little harder would it of worked?

Anything and everything was an argument, it was as if all our conversations were yelling at one another. It was as though I couldn't not fight you. It's as if we both just didn't know what to say so we just yelled. Then there was no love life no cuddling in bed no kisses in the morning when you left for work or if you did it just didn't feel the same but now its all I crave.... Did we just get so use to one another and got comfortable once we moved in together that it just wasn't as exciting when we lived our own life's, it's as if we didn't have to fit one another in anymore - you were always there.

Will i find someone else that  makes me feel the way you use to or will I just have except you were my one love.... I hope you know I still love you and want you back every so bad and that if you ever felt inadequate I'm sorry as it's the last thing I ever meant to do...