The pain is unbareable, the trust issues that have begun to unfold in front of me are slowly making me whilt into nothing. Not only are my friendships on a thin thread but so is my level of trust for those who are within close contact of me, it appears clear you can only rely on yourself....

The mending process is long and drawn out times of pain, anxiousness, laughter, tears, sadness and happiness all within a space of 5 minutes is overbaring. How to begin to put one foot in front of another is becoming difficult to do and other times a walk in the park.

Lost in a place so crowded lost in a place so well known....

Will I ever mend from this will the anger pass will I ever kiss your lips feel your breath along my neck or hold you hand again? I don't want to be neieve but I am praying that space will bring us back together and cut the bull shit! I love you isn't that enough? Is love ever enough...