I never thought I'd say this but I've created a monster in my relationship. I feel in love with an emotionally strong, outgoing, talented man. Who was emotionless.... I fought for him to stay true to me open up be free relaxed happy and instead I've created an insecure mess of a relationship...

Our worlds intertwined a year ago and I remember feeling anxious that I wasn't good enough and I'd lose you in a second. Now I have we have been inseparable except this time your different... Your not the you I met before you scared, weak, uncertain and grasping on to every last thread. 

I don't know what to say I don't know if this is even the end but my chest is tight the tears don't stop rolling down my face and the more anxious you become the more I pull away as I'm scared I've created this monster.